You have been correct but the problem is that it was only in your mind and you never put it to anyone so no one does know. You have always thought of more correct aspects to any issue and problems but just because you are shadowed by someone who is more open, you retracted. You Surrendered. You Compromised and at this very moment you are the same… A Compromised Personality. Why? Have you ever asked yourself? What is it that you really get out of not expressing yourself or may be not expressing your thoughts.
I am the same you. With those millions of words I am also the correct one only if I quoted it somewhere. Believe me. Say it somewhere even if it is against Newton’s law of gravitation. Don’t wait for the apple to fall rather look around for everything that is falling or rising right now and do your thinking. Its just that the world that end soon….. en-cash all the cheques you have and leave for that trip you always wanted to do…..
We all have that tiny portion of mind thinking practically and organically. In my case I am just putting out my thoughts which I would rather have talked with people around in non-covid times. I know I am known to be an anti establishment type but isn’t that what people have always liked about me ? Coupled with a little humor, practicality and harsh truth gives a wonderful outcome if not anything then a reading material ! I would urge you to come forward with all that random thinking which you think is foolish or against the psychology of today…… after all, our past generations did really live without all the science ……. going by what people and media says it would be like I am the first generation of human on this planet.
These are just the kind of many thoughts and my mind keeps wandering…. and yes, everything for the first time seems foolish.